The new end is start…

23 08 2009

I am starting next phase of life.

I have struggled here for last 4 years. I learned how to take care of myself. All the years before I had been taken care of, and in last 4 years I learned how difficult their job was.

I have made memories here, good ones, bad ones; happy ones, sad ones; hot ones, cold ones. All kind of memories I can think of. I have drowned in Belgian beers. I had swam on in life; life has swam over me. I feel lucky that this city provided me home away from home. To be exact about my feeling of this city, last time I came back from Nepal, all I felt homesick was on the way. As soon as I reached my apartment here, I was home again. It was such an amazing revelation. I am happy I lived here for 4 amazing years.

I have made friends here; I have lost friends.  I had missed friends and family; and my friends become my family here. Now I ll miss my family; and I will miss my friends.

I started as a student here, I am ending my life here as a university staff; but again that is not end of it. I am again starting as a student. I think the cycle goes on. I have become student for life; I will be forever.

I learned few words, I forgot some.

I ended a love story, I started one.

It is not the end of journey anymore, it is start of one.





I deleted…

28 05 2009

…fragments of my past.

Just to start a new beginning, which I will try to keep track of every now and then.

I was more engrossed in picturing them out, but when I can’t picture, I will be putting them in words here again.

I am keeping track of my activities from now on.

All I can start for now is with LAMENT.